Mutiny Within

I wallow in shame,
At things i have done,
Delusion, denial,
Can you bear not to breathe,
The poisoned words,
Pour out from my conscience,

So sick of waiting for a sign to light my way,
So sick of failing,

I never said these words to you,
I can't just surrender,
I can't fade away,
Don't let me fall,

So leave it all behind,
As the hurt just fades away,
Never understand,
Just a memory,

The heartache begins,
A voice in my head,
Calls out for my torment,
The wings that I earned,
Blackened with fire,
Burn my salvation,

So sick of waiting for a sign to light my way,
So sick of failing,

I never said these words to you,
I can't just surrender,
I can't fade away,
Don't let me fall,

So leave it all behind,
As the hurt just fades away,
Never understand,
Just a memory,
So leave it all behind,
As the hurt just fades away,
Never understand,
Just a memory,

Oh what becomes,
Just a voice in my head,

All I am,
Never understand the reasons why,
Oh my endless devotion,

So leave it all behind,
As the hurt just fades away,
Never understand,
Just a memory,
So leave it all behind,
As the hurt just fades away,
Never understand,
Just a memory,