Taproot

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much i've changed since the days of old,
I know it's temporary but
I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe i lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people i truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win,
I can't afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
Contradiction's the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now
I've made it through those lies and deceit,
I think what's done is done and i can't complain anymore
I am sure now that i've found myself again it feels great
I can't believe i'd lost control of my fate.