Terminal

I'm a thousand miles from home
sleeping in my clothes
living like I've never have before
where the city falls into the sea
I try and make myself believe
that I matter here but I'm lonely losing sleep

if only I could feel less indifferent
then maybe I could be more existent

I'm dreaming hopelessly
in a city by the sea
it's taken me so long to sing a simple song
I don't belong

on the rooftop late at night
writing songs about my life
praying day will break before I close my eyes
I wish I had a little more to miss
than friends that don't exist
in a town that felt like scars across my wrist

if only I could feel less indifferent
then maybe I could be more existent

I'm dreaming hopelessly
in a city by the sea
it's taken me so long to sing a simple song
I don't belong

if only I could feel (less indifferent)
if only I could feel (less indifferent)

I'm dreaming hopelessly
in a city by the sea
it's taken me so long to sing a simple song
I don't belong
I don't belong
I don't belong